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The Winner! & Morning Prayer


The winner of the Giveaway to Choose Joy: Surviving Infertility & Adoption Conference is…


Congratulations Tiffanie!




“Heavenly Father, it seems as if every month brings about disappointment because I pray for a child and nothing happens! I don’t understand why I have to suffer like this! But in your Word You say that I am to rejoice in my sufferings, because it gives me perseverance for the journey ahead, and perseverance brings about better character in me, and character; hope. I praise you for your great love, which has been shed in my heart by your Holy Spirit, which gives me hope that does not disappoint, as I continue to believe in You. Thank you! In Jesus name, Amen.”
Romans 5:3-5, I Peter 2:6 NAS


Dear Friends,

Recently I was scrolling on my Facebook page. The first posts were a video announcing twins and few posts later was an image of an ultrasound announcing, Baby #2! Sometimes I think as long as I have been on this journey I could simply throw that off. But,  at times it still hits me. I put down my phone and slumped down in the chair. I just thought to myself, “Shucks” and asked the questions, “Why is that so easy for some?”  “God is seems like your giving out babies left and right? I really don’t understand.” To be honest…I didn’t feel the pain of disappointment I’ve felt so many times in the past, but I still grimaced.

Maybe for you, you are feeling the sting of deep disappointment. And it seems too much to bare. Yet I truly believe our deep disappointment is a set up for an appointment with Him. My friend, if are feeling that way take the time to go before God and simply prayer the prayer of Disappointment.

He’s faithful and will meet you right where you are!

Love y’all!



Finally! My book is finished.

If you’d like to reserve a copy, leave your name in the comment section.

Copies available on website February 1st!


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This is exactly what I needed to hear today. Thank you!

I think I would like to reserve a copy of your book! How much will you be selling them for? I will need to be sure and budget it! Thank you!


Lesli Westfall

Thanks Krystal! I’m glad the post encouraged you. The book will sell for $12.99, plus shipping and handling. I should have a link to purchase on the website by the end of the week. You can purchase whenever you wish.

Thanks for you support. Blessings,


Emily (eatloveprocreate.blogspot.com)

I just came upon your website today as I googled “daily devotionals for infertility”. Your words are so refreshing, and I’m so glad I found you. I’d love to purchase your book once available. I’m bookmarking your site and will be spending some time here reading. Thanks for all you are doing to connect with those of us affected my infertility. You are pretty amazing obviously! 😉

Lesli Westfall

Thanks Emily for your kind words! I’m glad the information on the website is helpful and inspirational for you. I’ll keep your email and let you know when the book is available for purchase. Hopefully soon! 🙂 Thanks for your support!

Tiffanie Tan

Would love to buy copy of your book!!!