The purpose of this Prayer Wall is to be an encouragement and support to those
who feel alone in their infertility struggles.
Please pray for my relationship with my husband. We have been married for 13 years. For 5 years we disagreed on if it was time to try to start a family, during that time I was having increasing GYN problems. I had laparoscopic surgery in late 2008 that reveals I would not be able to or have great difficulty conceiving. Even then he would not agree to trying for two more years. I have struggled with great resentment and anger over this. We did two rounds of treatment in late 2010 with no success and it was obvious the Lord was closing the door. We prayed about adoption and neither felt led to seek it out but prayed that if the Lord had a child for us he would bring it to us and make it clear. Last Thursday we found out we could apply to adopt a baby my parents have been fostering for 10 months that we love dearly. But my husband says it would just add to the emotional devastation that barrenness has brought on our life. I don't know that I can endure the pain of walking away from adoption this child. Please pray for a miracle in our hearts.
Received: August 10, 2016
My husband and I have been seeing specialists for over two years now for gynecological & infertility issues, and have been having treatment since February. I feel ashamed admitting this, but I feel so abandoned by God and so, so angry at him. I find myself questioning his character, questioning everything I’ve ever known to be true about him, and I’m just plain tired and absolutely heartbroken. Will you pray for my faith to be rejuvenated and for me to know him in a way that I’ve never known him before? For His truth to dwarf the lies that I’m believing? To believe he is really and truly good? I long for him so badly and I just feel like he’s nowhere to be found. I desire to want God more than I want a baby, but I'm just not there yet...
Received: August 10, 2016
Yesterday I found out that my 5th IVF cycle was unsuccessful. I have gotten pregnant twice and miscarried twice. This IVF cycle is the end of my journey to become a mom through pregnancy. I'm having a hard time coming to terms with this but I know that I shouldn't continue down this road anymore. I don't understand why God doesn't want this path for me. I don't know what path he does want for me. I'm very worried about the bitterness that I feel growing inside of me as others around me rejoice in their families, pregnancies and children. God please reveal your plan to me! I'm desperate for some form of hope that results in me becoming a Mom!
Received: August 4, 2016
I have a very irregular cycle and currently i have been bleeding for 19 days straight. With each cycle and negative pregnancy test I have become terrified that my husband and I will never become parents. I have such a strong desire in my heart to be a mom, and I have always thought this desire was God-given. Please pray for my fertility and for me to have faith, instead of fear.
Received: July 6, 2016
I want to thank God in a praise report. I just went through IVF and I got a BP after the 2 week wait. I'm so grateful and praying that the pregnancy stays and continues to progress. Please praise God with me for what he has done and all that he can do. I have many high risk factors so praying for God to keep me and baby safe
Received: June 29, 2016
My husband and I having been working through the grief and pain of infertility for the past three years. We seem to be constantly moving between the hope of ovulation and the post ovulation dreaded two week wait, one month at a time. Please pray for us as we seek God through our struggles with the endless debate on deciding if/when to use current infertility treatment plans and to not lose sight of His Grace and Mercy throughout this journey.