The purpose of this Prayer Wall is to be an encouragement and support to those
who feel alone in their infertility struggles.
Today I found out for the SIXTH time a women at my work is pregnant. I work in an office of 14... Each of the women have gotten pregnant during the 19 months we\'ve been trying. I\'m happy for them. But having to with walk that journey with multiple women when all I want is to start a family is crushing. I feel so so alone. Defeated. Broken. Numb. I have PCOS and don\'t get regular cycles. Over 20+ pregnancy tests. Every time so hopeful. Six Other couples we are close with have additionally gotten pregnant in the time we\'ve been trying and BOTH of our bible study leaders. Why?? Every time I blink someone in our inner circle finds out they\'re pregnant. I suffer silently and try to be excited for them. Pregnancy, babies, and kids is the talk 24/7 everywhere I am. I just want to hide away. No one understands. I want to be a mother so bad.
Received: November 13, 2015
Hello, my name is Jane. My husband and I have been trying to conceive for almost seven years now. It has been a very rough roads for both of us. We sought infertility specialists and done so many IUIs and even an IVF. They couldn't find any specific issues except the fact that we're getting old. We're now in our early 40's. . It is during those vulnerable times that I know the devil tends to do his work. So, please help me to pay no mind of what the world thinks especially negative thoughts and even a friend who same age as mine is pregnant without even planning. So, these things truly make me want to doubt. Please help me to be strong in my prayers and to be closer to the Lord during this challenging times. To trust Him more than ever even when I don't understand why things happen as it is. To comfort my heart and remind me of His goodness and love. I love you Jesus so very much!
Received: October 31, 2015
Lord help with loss my child. Make me strong please.
Received: October 23, 2015
My husband and I have been trying for over 4 years and I get my period every month, just like clockwork. This year we finally decided it was time to go to a fertility clinic and figure out what the deal is. We've had 2 IUI's and as far as we know, they've been bust, although today was the end of the longest cycle I've had since we started trying (by like...HALF A DAY). There is "nothing wrong" with either of us. We have been given the label of "Unexplained Infertility" and it's horrible. I want a child so badly, I've even dreamt of one waking me up with big wet sloppy toddler kisses in the mornings. I don't understand how a God who made the universe, and is a God of love.... can allow this to happen to me and so many other women. If I'm not meant to have children, why can't he just tell me?! Instead, I have this burning desire, and I'm driven to the edge of madness every month. My husband and I believe, but right now, it is so hard to see the Lord through this. He can lead/carry me all he wants but for now, he's just dragging a dead weight. I'm so scared they'll never figure out what is wrong with us. We want to be parents and it hurts not being able to participate fully in "family events."
Received: September 21, 2015
Please pray for us as we await the results of our 3rd round of fertility medicine. We are praying this cycle takes and we are blessed with a healthy child. Please pray for peace and strength as we wait! In His name!
Received: August 14, 2015
Struggling with infertility going on my 3rd year of trying. Got some new vitamins and oils to try (hubby says no Drs and no meds)